I don't know if there's anyone like me, and for the first time I don't like that feeling. Is anyone else disturbed yet happy about it? Blissfully perverted? longing for torture? Am I the only one that truly see's beauty in sin? and has no appeal to white light philosophy? am I the only stable sadomasochist? I have too many questions of this nature...

On a different note, me and dorothy are doin great, two weeks runnin now. things are only getting better. so thats cool, besides comin down to the last minute with my senior project and stressing my head off over it my life it doing sooooooo fuckin awesome. I have a perfect girlfriend, promotion at work and nothing but blue skies and friendly muthafuckas everwhere. I think I've been smiling all day!!!!!